sometimes, i wonder if my misery

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 02:04:42 GMT

today was pretty fun.
got my make up done :)
got all knew make up :D
took pictures.
got them developed
now i'm babysitting.

that was pretty much my day today.

and i have no friends, so no one is staying the night w/ me

:(

oh well.

can't hide anymore

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 03:52:34 GMT

worthless.
waste.
worthless.
waste.
worthless.
waste.
worthless.
waste.
worthless.
waste.
worthless.
waste.
worthless.
waste.
worthless.
wate.

not worth the pain.

Fri, 05 Nov 2004 19:19:16 GMT

don't even know the last time i updated.
oh geez.

guess we'll just start with yesterday.
went out eat at El Charro w/ Ang, Noe, Janna, Juge, X, Annie and Sade.
then went over to Janna's dads.

stayed there until catechism.
then went back there n' parttieed ;)

stayed the night there.
woke up this morning and cleaned.

and oh who knows what i'm doing today.

old feelings

damnnn

Fri, 29 Oct 2004 20:13:58 GMT

yes.
i know that theres going to be like 54254120 bitches that don't like my newww background

but ya knowww what

i think it's tytee 8)

so leave it alone :)

thanks
xo

i wont give up. i will be strong

Fri, 29 Oct 2004 19:09:21 GMT

woah dude.
i dont want to go to gymnastics.
alkseroaiusjlkajv

but oh well.
maybe i can ACTUALLYY get it this week
god damn.
hah.

ehh, after that.
we gon' parttyyy baby
ooh lala 8)

partyin tomorrow tooooo beech.
we're just party damn animals aren't we? ;)

i want to fuck you like an annnnimalll ;)

run awayy with me.

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 20:22:13 GMT

School
Was
Hell.
i was too tired to even function this morning so i looked like crapp today.
blah blah blah
when dont i look like crap.
geez.

after.
we came to christinas
bout to get pizza
for like the 54632102564 time this week.
oh well.
we're fat :)

later.
who knows what we're gon' dooo beech.

i abbsolutelyy loovee you :-*

late nighttterr

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 03:12:31 GMT

you know what i was just thinking about?
you =)
you just took the time to look at myyy journal.
which means you actuallyy care about me and what the hell i do w/ my life

which most people don't.
but not you :)
you're the person that makes me happy =)
and makes me want to smile =D

so thanks for coming to my journnal.
your visit was muchh appreciated :)

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 23:06:30 GMT

funerals are no fun.
we all know that.

but today was a nice day for what it's worth.
one of the last i bet
but snow's alright.
the worst is when it's just plain cold.
and theres no snow to play in
and everyones just miserable.

but oh well.
me and julie are gonna go sledding in it i guess. hah.
Juge, you're coming up north with me when we go this year =)

oooh, i want you so bad :-*

What am I gonna do with you people?

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 02:31:07 GMT

okay.
since i must please everyone.
can you stop complaining about my journal now.

because i changeedd the picture for all you little bitches that care.

eaoija;slkjzl;cjkvo;zjeo;rija

urhh

Sun, 24 Oct 2004 04:02:39 GMT

Lindsay Bradford i love you with all my heart.
=)

<3333

ShE tHiNkS mY tRaCtOrS sExY ;)

Sat, 23 Oct 2004 17:09:47 GMT

i
need
sleep.
i'm
definately
sleep debprived :0

alsjraoura;lfjkakl;fjavzl;jl;fkjaf

craft show in a few.
come up there if you're cute :-*

it'll never happen. even i know that.

damn this weather

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 00:28:53 GMT

brrrr!!
brrrr!!
brrrr!!

this weather is crap.
it like makes me miserable to wake up in the effing morning.
thats terrible.

the only thing i like is a little bit of snow.
because it's pretty to watch
:)

wooah, havn't updated in like FOREVERR

Wed, 20 Oct 2004 00:03:35 GMT

Wellll.. today after schoool i RANNN out to Meg's car.. and went home with X

we tried to go get her phone w/ her dadddyy, but they were all gone.
sucks eh?

well.
after that ms. tina drove me to the higghhhhh school
and us cheerin' gals sat up for the dinner for our aweseome football team B)

then we ate.
then we played football.
then i came home..
and did my homework.
cuz i'm a good kid.

nowww i'm sitting here.
alone.
and i'm goin to bed in a tad.

and thats about it

i wanna kissss you all over ;)

I tHiNk AbOuT iT oVeR aNd OvEr AgAiN...

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 21:02:55 GMT

Well, i havn't updated in a while.. so here goes..

Thursday i went to our game, then to Catechism, then i spent the night at my aunts house.

Friday i went to school. Then came home w/ Janna.
And we had tumbling at 4:30.

Right from there, Cate drove us to the Pep Assembly.
Fun Fun Fun =)
Freshman came in 2nd baby! B-)

After that i went home w/ Janna and spent the night at her house.

Saturday we woke up and went to the homecoming game and cheered for the 1st half.
That was gayyy.

After that we went back to Janna's and got ready for the dance.

We went to Erk's house about 6:40ishly and took pictures w/ all our cuties ;)
Everyone looked GORGEOUS i must say =)

Then we went to the dance.
Had a GREATTTT time!
Then all us girls went to Noelle's stepmoms house and had soo much fun!

Sunday morning me and Christina went to Noelles for like .5 seconds then went to my house.
Then my dad took us to get food and drop our pictures off!
They turned out greattt!!

Then we went to Christina's and took a nap 0=)
Then a little after we woke up, we had dinner then a litle after that i went to my gma's.
After my gmas i went home, showered and went to bed.

Today i woke up a little late and got ready and went to school.
Then Cheer.
Then home.
Thats it.
Dance in a few.
sweet eh?

Hmm.. heres a little quizz from Julianna ;)

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 19:31:25 GMT

FIRSTS

First best friend: Either Noelle or Amanda. Not sure
First car: don't have one yet
First real kiss: Either Brandon Stamper or Nick Kelley
First break-up: umm REAL breakup? Probably Devin Lowe or Brandon
First self purchased album: mm, toughie. Probably like Nsync or something gay like that
First funeral: Todd Yakey
First pets: Barney and Thumpkin. (kitties)
First piercing/tattoo: ears
First credit card: YEAHHH riiight
First true love: idn. Probably Shawn? in like elementary
First enemy: Samantha Kelly and Brandy Marsh. and at one time Noelle along w/ them lol
First big trip: Either Ocean City New Jersey a couple summers ago. Or like the whole south half a few summers ago
First music you remember hearing in your house: mm, Beastie Boys from my dad

LASTS

Last car ride: just now coming home from school
Last kiss: Chad
Last good cry: probably a few weeks or days ago
Last library book checked out: oh god, who knows.
Last movie seen: Envy (and it was reallyyyyy effin stupid)
Last beverage drank: KOOL-AID 8-)
Last food consumed: Cookies at lunch
Last crush: well. Chad. but before him Kevin
Last phone call: Anna last night.
Last time showered: last night
Last shoes worn: my slippers
Last item bought: Cookies and Water at lunch
Last annoyance: wtf is that supposed to mean?
Last time wanting to die: like last month
Last time scolded: this morning when anna yelled at me :(

i n f o r m a t i o n

01. name: Britney Ann Glowe
02: birthday: October 5TH (TODAY)
03: zodiac sign: Libra

r e l a t i o n s h i p s

01. who are your best friends? probably.. Anna, Jenna, Juge, X, Erika, Sade
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? No

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
01. where is your favorite place to shop? umm Hollister, A&F.. wherever
02. any tattoos or piercings? just ears

s p e c i f i c s
01. do you do drugs? No
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? Pantene ProV
03. what are you most scared of? umm sometimes the dark, some movies, death, losing my mom, or any of my friends
04. what are you listening to right now? "Anthem Of Our Dying Day" by Story of the Year
05. who is the last person that called you? Anna
06. where do you want to get married? somewhere pretty :)
07. how many buddies are online right now? like 33 cuz i'm a loser that has no friends
08. what would you change about yourself? umm probably some physical appearances. but other than that most likely nothing.

f a v o r i t e s
01. color: pink
02. food: cheesy potatos
03. boys' names: Brent, Kory, Bradley
04. girls' names: Lexi, Anna, Macenzie, Brook, Roxanne (just so i can call her Roxy)
05. subjects in school: mm math
06. animals: koalas
07. sports: umm volleyball?
08. perfume: Abercrombie 8
09. cologne: for guys umm Fierce or Curve for men

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. given anyone a bath? yep
02. smoked? tried it
03. bungee jumped? no I want to
04. made yourself throw up? ew no
05. skinny dipped? :-)
06: ever been in love? yep
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? yeah
08. pictured your crush naked? haha, wouldnt you like to know ;)
09. actually seen your crush naked? no
10. cried when someone died? yeah
11. lied: yeah
12. fallen for your best friend? yeah
13. been rejected? yeah
14. rejected someone? yeah
15. used someone? no
16. done something you regret? yes

c u r r e n t
clothes: Sweater, Tank Top, Jean Skirt, Leis ;) Blanket and Slippers
music: "Mr. Lonely" Akon
make-up: eyeliner, mascara, eyeshadow, blush and lip gloss. (thats terrible)
annoyance: my stupid cat wanting me to pet her
smell: Pantene Hairspray :p
favorite artist: pshh who knows.
favorite group: Probably Taking Back Sunday.
desktop picture: callage of my friends :)
book your reading: ehh i'm not reading one
cd in player: probably some kind of mix
dvd in player: probably nemo o:)
color of toenails: brown

l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: Christina
hugged: Christina
you imed: Chrisinta
you kissed: Christina JKKKKKKKKK :p (chad)

a r e | y o u
understanding: I thought so
open-minded: yes
arrogant: I don't know what that is :-[
interesting: not really
hungry: when aren't i?
smart: kinda
moody: nope. not right now
hardworking: sometimes
organized: most of the time
healthy: I try to be
shy: not at all
attractive: I hope I'm not ugly
bored easily: not really
responsible: when I want to be :-)
obsessed: no
angry: not right now :)
sad: not right now
disspointed: not right now
happy: yes
hyper: not really
trusting: yeah
talkative: well right now i have no one to talk to
legal: yeahhh ;-)

w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill: no one
slap: no one right now
get high with: whoever ;)
look like: mm, probably like Jessica Simpson :p
talk to offline: umm no one right now
talk to online: I guess whoever wants to talk to me

r a n d o m
in the morning i am: very lazy
all i need is: ehh, food?
i dream about: whoooaa WEIRD STUFF!!

w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
coke or pepsi: coke
flowers or candy: flowers
tall or short: umm for a guy? taller than me, but not a giant

r a n d o m
what do you notice first: Eyes
last person you slow danced with: mm, my uncle mike at his wedding :p
worst question to ask: I dunno
who makes you laugh the most: probably Janna
who makes you smile: all my girls :)
who has a crush on you: chad, i think lol

d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: no if I wanna talk to someone I'll IM them myself
save conversations: only if it's important
wish you were a member of the opposite sex: sometimes just cuz it seems way easier
wish you were younger: once in a while
cry because someone said something to you: yeah

n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: I dont know
of hearts i have broken: hopefully not many
of guys i've kissed: hmm :-)
of girls i've kissed: pahahahha we're not gonna go there. :p
of continents i have lived in: 1
of tight friends: A LOTTT
of cds i own: a lot
of scars on my body: pshh too many to count!

f i n a l | q u e s t i o n s
01. gold or silver: silver
02. what was the last film you saw at the movies: umm Anchor Man I think
03. favourite cartoon/anime: Fairly Odd Parents
04. what did you have for breakfast this morning: nothing
05. who would you love being locked in a room with: :-) :-)
06. could you live without your computer: no way man
07. would you colour your hair: probably
08. could you ever get off the computer: if i had to :p
09. habla espanol: uhh kinda i guess?
10. how many people are on your buddy list: 171
11. like watching sunrises or sunsets: sunsets

What a GREAT day today :)

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 19:00:59 GMT

**TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY**
WooHoo!

Well today was a FaBuLoUs day i must say.
And i just love everyone today. :)
I feel so good today.

Wellll.. schoool was really good today.
because i just have friends that make it good.
:)

Later i think we're going out to dinner for my birthday.
RED ROBIN!! WHOOOOHOOOOOO :) :)

Then who knows after that ;)

lets get retarted beech 8-)

i Go BaCk...

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 01:49:28 GMT

Well Friday..
ehhh
I had my party.
Then i spent the night at my gma and gpas.
With all the kiddies.

Saturday i came home really early and got ready for my dads.
Then we went to Lakeside and got me some clothesss 8-)

After that we went back to my dads with some people.
Then we got rushed to the hospital around 8:30 for my gramps.
:/

Then we came back to my dads.
Watched some gayy movie.
And went to sleep.

This morning i woke up REALLYY early and came home because my dad was gonna be at the hospital all day.
Then i started making a blanket.
Got ready.
Then Noe picked me up and we went to Sadies and watched some movie.
It was pretty good.

Then my dad came and picked us up.
and we dropped Noe off.
Then came home
Now I'm eating a bagel then gettin' some sleeep.
schools tomorrow.

i'm a loser baby, so why dont you kill me

LoDi DoDi DeE.. LoDi DoDi DaHh ;)

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 19:29:44 GMT

Yesterday me, Julie, Chad, Sean, Kory, Mitch, Andy, Tony, Matt, Fish, Anth and Kyle went out to lunch at Pepi's.
Then we walked to Kyles house and played poker for a little.
Then me and Juge walked to Edison and Meg picked us up and dropped me off at the h.s for the game.

The game went good.
We won.
=)

After that i went to my bro's soccer game and got sticks and stuff for mine and x's projects.
Then i went to Christina's and worked on our projects basically till we went to sleep.

This morning i woke up with like 2 minutes to get ready.
Then me, x and Noe went to school.
Because we're coool.

School was uhh gay.
As you could guess.

After school i came to my gmas house.
Then in a little me and Sara are going to the JV game.
Then after that i'm going out w/ my Uncle and Brandy somewhere.
God knows where.

And thats about it.
<3

I've got.. TwO TiCkEtS to PaRaDiSe :-*

Wed, 29 Sep 2004 02:02:07 GMT

Well. Friday i went to Erika's with An, Erika and Noe.
Then a little later we went over to Noe's for the night.
That was pretty fun.

Saturday i woke up early with An and her mom drove me home around 9ishley and got ready.
Then me n' gram went to JoAnne Fabrics and got TONNNSS of fabric for blankkkets.
After that, we went to my gma and gpas and cleaned a little.
Then headed out to Sommerset.
Got some new clothes 8-)
Then came home and made some plans with Noeeyy.
Then walked over there and we rented movies.. and ate TACO BELLL. (because we're fat)

Then when we got home.. we went to my house and then made some plans with the guys.
We went up to the Barista and sat outside for a while.. then went and saw Anth at work then went to Rachel's house and played some Euchre with Noe, Andy and Charlie.
While everyone else played pokker like fags :p

After that me and noelle went back to my house and watched confessions of a teenage drama queen.
well.. some of it.

Sunday we woke up and went to church because we're good kids like that.
Then went back to my house and Noelle went home and Julie came over.
A little later Chad and Derek came over and we chilled with them for a while.
Then a little later An came over.

Around 9:30 we went to Anna's for the night and drove Chad and Derek to Chads.
We watched mean girls at Anna's then went to sleep in her parents REALLLYYYY comfy bed!

Monday we woke up.. and of course went to school.
Then i came home. took a nap then went to dance.
Then showered then went to sleep.

Tuesday i woke up and got ready then went to school.
After school i went to pom pom making then Meg drove me home.
Well to my gma's.

Then i stayed at my gma's for the night :)

I just want you to know who i am...

Fri, 24 Sep 2004 19:44:51 GMT

Well wednesday i don't really remember what i did.. and i dont feel like thinking that hard so i'll just breeze thru that one a little..

mm.. i went to school. duhh.
Then i think i went home with Janna?
and we sat around her house and went swimming and all that good stuff.
And Julie came over for like 2 minutes because shes a creep.

Then like later at night i walked down to my aunts and spent the night there.

Thursday i did that thing called schoool again.
And it was gay.
Again.

Then after school we had a game.
And we won. :)

Then after the game, me Janna and Sharon went to Catechism for like 20 minutes :p

Then i went to my gma's and chatted w/ the family over there for a while.
Then came home.
Showered.
Talked to chad.
Then went too sleeep.

My dad fricken woke me up at 4 in the effin morning wanting to "sleep in my bed" because hes a drunk loser like that.
Wow what a freak.

Then i fell asleep like an hour after that.
Then woke up like an hour after i fell asleep, and got ready for school.
Then of course had to go to school. Again.

After school i came home. Now i'm eating waiting till i have to go to gymnastics.
Then i think Janna's spending the night. And we mayyy go to Erk's house, dont know yet.

love

Trippin over myself.. goin nowhere..

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 22:34:02 GMT

Yesterday.. which was monday.. i went to school blah blah then after went to cheer.
Fun Fun. jk.

After that i went to dance.
MORREE fun. jk AGAIN!

After that i came home.. ate some dinner, did some homework.. talked to Chaddie then went to sleep.

Today.. Tuesday, i went to school.
Came home.
Went to Joanne Fabrics 8)
Came home.

Hopefullly going to Julianna's with Kory and Chad a little later.
Who knows.

Then spending the night at my auntie's house later tonight.

on the way down, i saw you.. and you saved me from my self

MWAHAHAHA...

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 02:00:41 GMT

Saturday i went to my dads.
Anndd we really didnt do anything then we went out on the boat and went to the Beach Grill for dinner.

Then when back to my dads and i pretty much went to bed pretty early.

Today i woke up.. got ready and we went to church.

After church we visited my gpa and then went to lunch at Fuddruckers.
Yummmm.

Then went back to my dads.. did our GAYYYYY book study thing and then he drove me home.

When i got home i did my homework. Showered. Then went to Sadies.

I chilled at Sadee's w/ Chad Fish and X and left around like close to 9ish.

Then i came home, ate some chinese and now i'm gettin' some shuttt eye.

ilikeyou ;)

I'm FeElInG BrUiSeD aNd BrOkEn.. FrOm OuR hEaD oN cOlLiSiON..

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 14:50:52 GMT

Yesterday i came home from school.. sat around and went to gymnastics at 4:30

Then Annie's mom drove me, annie and Ash back to my house and we got ready
In a way

Then my gma picked us up and took us to Nemo Night.
Damn it was cold outside.

Then after that my gma and gpa picked me and annie up and drove us to Annie's house for the night.

We made mac n' cheese and strawberrriess :)

Then sat around then i went to sleep.

Today i'm going to my dads.
Gonnnna be bored so gimme a call.

I'm keeping you forever and for always ;)

The past..ehh.. 3 or 4 days..

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 22:16:15 GMT

2 days ago.. which was mm, Sunday.. i went to Julie's home and we sat there and got ready and watched Thirteen for a while.. then annie came over.
Then we walked to Jenna's.
With Kory and Campbell.

We chilled there.. watched Friends and Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back.. funny movie.. then i went homme.

Yesterday, which was Monday, I went to school. Then went to cheer. Then went to dance til about 9:45. Then went to sleep. Pretttyy busy days on mondays for suree.

Today i went to school, then went home with Sara and we went and got Taco Bellllll. whooop whooop.

Right after that we went back to Sara's, got changed, and went to Gymnastics.

We prettyyy much worked on backhandsprings the whole time.. i did so many i'm like shaking lol.

Now i'm home.. sweaty as everrr. Waitin for dinner to get done.

In a little while i might be hanging out with Anna but with rents WHOOOO knows.

crisscrossed

Wow.. What a Friday night that was....

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 17:47:43 GMT

Welll.. after school, Liz was gonna drive me home, but she didnt have time so i just went to Anna's w/ her and Erika.. and Meg was gonna drive me home later.

Then me An Erika Andy and Meg just sat around for a while til she drove me home.

When i got home i had to get ready then go to Gymnastics.. which was REALLYYY fun.

After that i went home.. got my clothes
dropped Janna off
dropped Ash off
and went to Kyles with Erika and Annnnna

Then we went to Ashleys and Meg picked us up and drove us to Julies w/ the guys and some otherrr people.

I was kinda in a baddd mood about a lot of things.. so i sat in Jugie's room and watched t.v til everyone came in there and started like talking to me and i really didn't want to talk to anyone.
I was bummed.

Then i went downstairs and we had to leave Julie's before her ma got home so we went outside and like sat out on her street for like over an hour.
Anna was still mad at me.
Ashley like didn't want me to come over.. so she let everyone else come over but me.
Sooo i cried myself down the street.
Til Julie and Mitch stopped me.

Then i went back down to the corner with everyone.. and Meg came and picked up Erika Anna Julie Ashley Britt and David. Which i thought was pretty cool because i was supposedd to go to Anna's for the night.

Soo me Ang, Lauren and Jamie came back to Angies.
We drove Lauren and Jamie home and me and Ang came back here and pretty much fell asleep.. well i did at least.

Today i guesss i'm WALKKING home to my housee. and babysitting my brother in a little while.
And i think andy's coming overr..but i'm not sure.

alone.